so i got through the momentand i got through todaybut living the rest of my life like this there's definately no way

so i realized that there was no turning backno point of fight because all it is a losing battleno point of holding onbecause it is going to slip awayi just need to let it goi just need to learn to let you go

so stab me in the heartand watch it bleedall this pain is nothing new to meso push me off a cliffand watch me falli used to have everythingbut now i lost it allso kiss my lipsand lie to my faceim oh so brokenbut i guess it was meant to be this wayso just pull the triggerand shoot me nowbecause im dyingwith or without your help

i look at you and smileand i pretend that i dont carei try to tell myself that im happy for youbecause it seems to me that you've moved onand i pretend that i have toobut the truth is i'm dying inside

// A New Chapter For A New Beginning ♥

=/ I gots the flu.
It does suck,but I suppose it's given me some sense in a way.

No matter how much I say to myself that keeping it inside will be okay,I know that I have to let it out. So, hopefully I'll choose the right people to show this to.
I like this blog though, anyone can comment.

Meh, so right now I feel more heartbroken than anything. I keep thinking, a whole week && he's got all that time to propose. I read her comment...uhm

"just keep giving me that amazing sex every day."

Yeah,and I kept thinking about him. I know that it's rare to actually find your soulmate,but to find two of them is really special.
I know, I'll never have either of them anymore. I'll always be alone.

But,what's new?
I should really just concentrate on my studies. Final's are in only a few months && I want to prove to them all that I'm not going to continue to be a failure.

&& as hard as you try,you always win in / breaking; my heart